Blog : Give Me Grace

The Sunday Community : On a Mission

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mission to Sweden
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Från att solen stiger upp
Tills den går ner
Ska vi prisa Herrens namn

From the rising of the sun
To the going down of the same
The name of The Lord is to be praised

My only missionary experience is quite different from the ones I read about on social media. I shared recently my concern over the constantly looped narrative of need our society tells about people of color. I shared also how I wonder if it’s easier to go in for a fixed amount of time and exit rather than engaging in the truly challenging work of the everyday missionary. We’re all called to do it, I might add. Engage in community with our brothers and sisters, to offer resources, meet needs, care for…love.

Yes! We’re all called to the field. In one form or another, as Christians we’re all on a mission.

I travelled to Sweden as part of a missionary team in 2000 and again in 2001. I was part of a very small ministry of amazingly gifted former artists. Dancers, actors, models and singers, this group grew out of a bible study that took place in the theatre district of New York City. In the early fall of 2000 we were sent to Sundsval Sweden to minister to churches in the area. What were we doing there? These people knew Jesus. They had given their hearts and lives to God. There was no obvious area of lack in their lives. So why had God called us?

I was excited to be asked to go but struggled with just why we were going. The church I attended was primarily black and we were headed to Sweden. This was different. Numbed by “facts” born of repetition, somewhere, deep inside, I believed the narrative too. How could “we” help “them”?

Attending the first church service revealed the answer. In these beautiful churches …with the word, a pastor and people….the spirit was dry. Well ventilated sanctuaries were stale, the atmosphere stagnant. All life having been choked out of the service by old traditions and beliefs. The people…long silenced by a veil of feigned decency and order…didn’t move. Parched and dry they needed a drink and we… were sent to water.

I learned God sends the willing. He knows the needs and will send the provision. His ways and thoughts are high and above mine. They transcend the story I’d heard and replaced the usual suspects. He allowed me to see beyond the typical picture of need and take part in an act of His divine grace – with me as a missionary. I love that He did that.

Because many of our needs go unseen and because we often have a hard time recognizing and expressing them, the body of Christ easily suffers misdiagnosis. The gorgeous church with the magnificent choir may be sorely lacking in love. The small storefront my be operating under a spirit of pride. And in Sweden there was a need for revival. The expansion of our perception of need is mandatory. All humanity has a need for a very real God who can be trusted to show up to provide healing, salvation and deliverance …whatever that may look like. He uses the willing servant as His hands and heart on earth. We all have a job to do. We are all on a mission.

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We helped release a spirit of freedom in Sweden. By the time we left, congregants were doing the “Electric Slide” in the aisles. Some were clapping to new songs they’d learned and others, realized it was perfectly appropriate to smile in service. They learned to enjoy the fullness of the worship experience.

I’ve wondered since, what service must be like for them now. It was an incredible two weeks and the intensity of the moment made it feel like the change was immediate and forever. But I wonder?? It’s been 12 years…I’m sure time has mellowed their worship and I imagine they’ve put a personal stamp on it that makes it work for them . But I do believe they worship differently. God was glorified and our job was done. Mission accomplished.

And I think of this 1 Corinthians 3:6-9
I planted, Apollos watered, but God gave the increase. 7 So then neither he who plants is anything, nor he who waters, but God who gives the increase. 8 Now he who plants and he who waters are one, and each one will receive his own reward according to his own labor.

Some plant, some water, but God brings the increase. Amen.

an offering to the communities at Jumping Tandem and The Weekend Brew

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Who Are You and What is Your Truth?

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finding truth on the journey
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TRUTH

Who are you? What is your truth? I’ve dabbled with this question the past few days. Thoughts of streamlining my blog and achieving clarity on my about page dancing in my head. I want to write truth. My truth.

My story began almost 50 years ago. I was born the middle child of a Baptist rebel and a misguided Muslim. Raised in the discipline and beauty of ballet, physically I’ve always felt free. I danced..so there was no need…for words. When I finally felt ready to speak, my words were held captive in a super long chapter called infertility. I emerged from that dark place compelled to reach back and help others. I know they’re out there…still…and my heart says – serve. But beyond that who am I ?

My blogging journey started with infertility, but in the writing, an authentication process began. The more I write, the more I share…the more I am reawakened to myself. My truth is being revealed. And too, my truth has been transformed.

How I feel about family and relationships, my children, homeschooling, my faith , my body and yes race.  I never thought I’d share, so publicly, my thoughts on race. Like most people I know, I see the elephant  in the room, but I walk around or crawl under. I don’t “go there”. Well lately, I’ve climbed on and taken her for a ride.

I thought I’d have to compartmentalize myself to do this blogging thing successfully. Thought there was no way I could speak to women from such varied angles. I’d have to choose.  But I couldn’t.  Why would I think I’d be the only one? While we know God loves creativity, He also created us for community. So my tribe is just like me, they won’t choose either. We are renaissance angels, daughters of a king, fair maidens of His Majesty. There really are no limits for us.  The probloggers say find your voice and in searching for it, I found a warrior song, a haunting melody bursting forth in sweet notes of hope. My tribe and I, we dance.

I’ve found every step I take, you’re there with me. Every day someone, even one, somewhere responds to report they’ve heard my cry. You’ve seen the trail of tears or the whispers of smoke lingering from the flames of a fire I set. You’ve heard the gentle hum of His lullaby -( I only know it because He taught it to me.) I sing it for you. I sing it with you.

So I’m going where I’ve never been before and I’m excited about the adventure because I’m free…to be…me.  And I’m so happy to have met you.

This has been my truth.

This post was inspired by Chelle at Treat Me to A Feast. We follow each other on Facebook and Twitter and have encouraged each other online for a few months now. The other day, we talked on the phone for the first time. I know it won’t be the last.

another Five Minute Friday post with Lisa Jo Baker and friends.

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The Sunday Community : Miracles

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every day miracles

Luke 19:28-44

Right at the crest, where Mount Olives begins its descent, the whole crowd of disciples burst into enthusiastic praise over all the mighty works they had witnessed: Blessed is he who comes, the king in God’s name! All’s well in heaven! Glory in the high places! (Luke 19:37, 38 MSG)

His works were undeniable. Irrefutable occurrences that demanded His reverence. Jesus was like that. He went around showing himself big because people , humans , sometimes need to experience a miracle.

Miracles quiet the ramblings of a rational mind and silence our tendency towards cynicism. They nullify attempts at explanation. His indescribable love and grace work together for good in our lives and we, forever changed, become believers. Any good salesman knows the value of word of mouth…the testimony of a satisfied customer. The crowd that day was full of these people. These converts. They had witnessed His mighty works…His miracles. Today, especially today we need to reflect on the miracles that make us believers.

I’m living a miracle. The Lord uses my family very publicly to display his goodness. I can’t explain the favor He’s granted us. You can read about that here.

Has God miraculously moved in your life? Where you knew – barring any facts, or opinions to the contrary – something special had taken place? God performed a miracle and you couldn’t help but burst into enthusiastic praise? I know He has but, tell me about it. I’d love to rejoice with you. I want to hear about your miracle.

(In)courage Community Group Registration Continues….

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registration continues this week!

Hello Fair Maidens!

I prayed God would use me to encourage women faced with infertility. I prayed our paths would cross and we’d join to scream His goodness in the face of barrenness. I’ve been praying and believing – for you.

I would describe myself as an infertility warrior. I wrestled with God head on for the first 5 of my 14 yearlong journey. When I met the first of 3 children that would be mine through adoption, I accepted the fact that whatever He was working out – it was for good. I always knew this, but then, holding that sweet baby boy in my arms – I believed it. I began to thrive.

I am grateful to walk this road with you. I pray we expose our hurts and share the difficulties of this path with no shame. I want to shine truth all over infertility. I want to believe with you and for you, when you’re tired and – just can’t. I hope you feel this, a safe space to bare your soul, cry and laugh a little – because we all need to laugh.

Lets purpose to set our hearts to hope – to not only survive but thrive in this season. He does have a plan for your life, you are the apple of His eye and the target of all His affections. Let’s look ahead with great expectation for all the good to come.

Registration continues this week for the fall session of the (in)courage community groups. I am honored to serve as a leader along with Resealia McKinney in the THRIVE (in)fertility group.

THRIVE (in)fertility (in)hope (in)Him

With this as a motto were taking it to the next level. We’re all about declaring “it is well” to one of the biggest challenges to faith a woman can experience. We know it isn’t an easy road but its one we can navigate. Together. Join us here.